I have been trying to be good lately. I want to forget all the wrong things that I have done and I’m trying to start a new life where in I won’t mind if people talk about me or not. I am teaching myself to be good to ALL human beings, even to those people who are NOT good to me, and I want to think positively toward others. It’s hard but I’m actually coping up. My mom told me to forget about the nega peeps and concentrate more on the people who value me truly. I know I have lots of friends and I’m trying to win them back again. I have lost contact to most of them and I want to bring back the broken communication. I miss my true friends and all I want right now is to think about them. All I’m hoping right now is that I would have evough self control and patience when the time comes that I caught a person say nasty things about me or do something immature towards me.