“I think it’s too late for that, Jake. How can we be friends, when we love each other like this?”
“The worst part is that I
saw the whole thing — our whole life. And I want it bad, Jake, I want it all. I want to stay right here and
never move. I want to love you and make you happy. And I can’t, and it’s killing me."

- Bella Swan

Aaaaah!! I know, it sucks right?! Bella is in love with Edward and Jacob. I don’t want Bella falling in love with that wretched Jacob Black!! Sorry for all the Jacob fans out there, but I really,sincerely and completely loathe Jacob!! For me, he’s the real villain in the story!! Not James and Victoria!! and Bella is so stupid to even fall for someone like Jacob!!!

But I know its also Edward’s fault. He left Bella with no one to turn to but Jacob. He was the one who helped Bella get her life back. But still, Bella in love with Jacob?! aaarrrghhh!!grrrrr!! Thinking about all the things that Bella did just to be with Jacob - sneaking out just to see Jacob, kissing Jacob, dreaming about Jacob (she should be dreaming of Edward not Jacob!!!), and the worst of all she said "Love you, Jacob" - makes me hate her!!!(but i still love Bella, without Jacob that is..hehe) WTH!!! It should be "Love You EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN!!" not Jacob!!

All these things made me confused but Stephenie cleared things out in her site - stepheniemeyer.com - and she said that Bella was only in pain for not choosing Jacob because she was afraid that she will lose her best friend. *relief*

Stephenie also said that Bella loves Jacob BUT she loves Edward more. Bella could have chosen Jacob and lived a normal life with him, but she still chose to live a complicated and vampire life(not to mention Immortal life) with Edward. *major major major relief!!!!*

And if im not mistaken, in Breaking Dawn, Bella gave birth to their(hers and Edward’s) first and last baby girl..hehe *MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR RELIEF!!!*hahaha at least she made the right decision to choose Edward. Go Team Edward!!hahaha