These past few days there are only two things i’ve been doing: thinking about OUR relationship and crying over HIM!! I know, it’s PATHETIC! but that’s what I feel. Since he went back to his hometown I can’t feel his love for me anymore, he’s a bit aloof when I tell him "I love you". He makes me feel that he doesn’t love me like he used to. I can feel that something is CHANGING between the two of us. I feel like our relationship is about to face its ENDING and realizing or just thinking about it is HEART BREAKING! I love him so much and I can’t bare the thought of not being with him. As I am typing this blog post I can’t help myself from crying. He means the world to me and, I know, he knows that. I just wish we could go back to the way we were before this "thing" happened. I’m just tired of crying. I feel as if there’s no more tears for me to shed. I hope and pray he would realize that what we have is special and that he would come back to me. I want to go back to the times where there’s only the two of us and love is the only thing that we can feel for each other.
Mark you know that I love you! I have loved you since the day you told me "mahal na kita fel". I hope and pray that you will be able to solve the issues that you have within you. I’ll GIVE you what you WANT even if it means that I’ll become a LONER and even if it’ll make me feel ALONE, i’ll do it FOR YOU! That’s how much I LOVE YOU! God knows that mark. I’ll give the world to you if you ask it. All I’m asking is PLEASE DON’T BREAK MY HEART! I love you so much!
